I noticed that I'm struggling to share my works online and it's probably for the AI situation.
I know what is like not understanding the difference between what's real or not, you can't trust anything that goes in front of you. That's why I never used social media on the first place, you become paranoid and unwilling to stay with others because you have lost all your energy to try to understand if that person you were talking to was real or just yourself.
Because of my stubborn personality and a big chunk of revenge feelings, I started studying for the sake of saving informations. One day I will be so informed that I'm gonna win some sort of dialogue (?) hahaha.
Maybe is just paranoia, I'm in my PMDD phase and I need to take a short break from seeing content online.
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| Old 2019 drawing - Made while I was trying to recover |
